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Friday, April 08, 2005
7:14 PM

yay..i finalli gt eunff sleep 2dae.
serene is lyke friggin tired cans.
sch sch & sch = faints.
things haf nort been going on fine.
m sad. m lost. i realli dunoe wurt i shld do.
the main reason i did nort tell u..
is cos i dunoe wan us 2 quarrel.
we haf been frequently hafing small quarrels.
i want 2 salvage everyting.
u asked me.
why did i nort wan u 2 send me hm.
coz i m afraid afraid afraid.
tat seeing too much of each other will increase
the possibility of us quarrelling.
seeing each other seldomly will olso
increase possibility of us quarreling.
wurt shld i realli do.
i realli dunoe.
all i reali want is to prevent us frm having any friction btween us.
yet i knw tat i m incapable of doing it.
i m afraid tat onedae u wld disappear.
no longer dere 4 me.
i wen 2 lot 1...2 get wing chung's pressie.
burt more importantly.
me wan get a gift fer boo.
fer our anniversary.
burt i guess it's useless now.
jus sad sad sad.
-i want out-
jus so sorry tat i m unable 2 show u.
how much u mean 2 me.
m sorry.
it's jus my incapability & incompetency.
sorry.

<- xoxo,rene.`