rene.
banana robber.((:
Saturday, January 17, 2009
7:00 AM
I completed prolly my last race in np on a depressing note.
im sad, disappointed, depressed - really.
I was that close to winning.
I got the position and lose it in the end.
how close. how close.
screwed.
when u really put in ur everything and this is what u get.
i dunoe hw else to console myself.
but i guess, since ive choosen this sport.
and knw all the pros and cons of it, i shld accept it.
its never fair.
at least for now i knw where i stand.
i knw tt ive put in all i could. perhaps its just not meant to be.
After being in this sport for close to 3 years, its the first time today that im actually doubting myself. whether if im really cut out to be an adventure racer.
I love the adrealine that it gives. pushing you far above ur limits.
and when u reached the end point u knw tt u've acheived smthing.
but, im really unsure.
time will prove.
XOXO.
7:00 AM
im sad, disappointed, depressed - really.
I was that close to winning.
I got the position and lose it in the end.
how close. how close.
screwed.
when u really put in ur everything and this is what u get.
i dunoe hw else to console myself.
but i guess, since ive choosen this sport.
and knw all the pros and cons of it, i shld accept it.
its never fair.
at least for now i knw where i stand.
i knw tt ive put in all i could. perhaps its just not meant to be.
After being in this sport for close to 3 years, its the first time today that im actually doubting myself. whether if im really cut out to be an adventure racer.
I love the adrealine that it gives. pushing you far above ur limits.
and when u reached the end point u knw tt u've acheived smthing.
but, im really unsure.
time will prove.
XOXO.
<- xoxo,rene.`
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